October 31, 2016
You came into my life in a way I have never imagined. You came during those moments that I said to myself, “I don’t want to love anymore”. I have never thought that my feelings for you would escalate to this level. As much as I would like to hide and fight it, here I am, writing this letter.
I have never thought that you will become the person I would cherish, I would care about, I would miss, and I would love. You are that person who puts a smile on my face; that person who inspires and motivates me after a tiring day at work and after a stressful week in school. You make me always look forward to every picture that we will take and to every dinner and every coffee that we will have.
You are that person who makes me dream about a future and makes me want to become a better person each passing day. You are that person whom I want to share my stories with. That person I want to have late night talks about everything that we ever think about. You are that person who makes me wish to have an extension for the 24 hours I have in a day.
You are that special person in my life that I want to know better. I want to know the things that make you sad, smile, happy, angry, cry, and crazy. I want to know your favorite color, food, drinks, place, hobby, etc. I want to know the books that you are reading, the movies you are watching, the songs that you are singing, the things that you are doing.
I want to know you deeper. I want to master how to pacify you when you are angry, how to deal with you when you go crazy, and how to make you happy when you are sad.
I want to let you know that I will always be here for you whenever you need someone to go crazy with, when you need someone to hang out, someone to eat with you, travel with you, or just sit with you doing nothing. I just want to take care of you if you would allow me to.
I don’t want to lose you because I’m ready to love you whatever it takes.
P.S. I wish I could.